missing 15 days, maybe a few more, maybe someone less, to the tsunami (the second) that overwhelm our lives again!
are impatient, but I am also scared ... I miss the unconscious that I had while I waited Potol1. Of course then
quell'incoscienza I paid a bit 'in the famous 40 days after birth, when I was really a small rag, not so much physically and emotionally.
The whirlwind of emotions positive and negative I had completely surrounded, I did not feel more in control of me, did not recognize myself anymore! I felt I was madly in love my puppy, a visceral love of the total but could not explain the feeling of apprehension, anxiety, inadequacy in front of me the role of mother. Then
boh ... some fire, like a switch ... and the tears have stopped, the anxiety became aware of being his mom, the instinct gradually prevailed over reason, and I could enjoy those wonderful and also exhausting months in which they live in symbiosis with their child . We studied, we understand, we love and love unconditionally.
Just the memory of those early days back to me, maybe it is good to know that not all roses, that does not mean that we will enter immediately in tune, as we all would have us believe or expect ... maybe it will help me already tried to accept and live with the more relaxed post partum ... who knows!
fact is, my little Potol2, here you're all waiting, here are a mom, a dad and a sister, ready to welcome you when, according to the latter "will jump out and put you in the pram."
We are here waiting for you, curious and unable to imagine, anxious to hear your voice, your smell, to welcome you in our embrace, we dive into the new life and the new rhythms that inevitably will lead to your arrival!
will find the balance again, maybe with time and effort, or maybe everything will be easier, who knows ... !
PSPotol1 try the joys and sorrows of sisterhood, and all of us the thrill of being a large family above average! :-) Think you just how little in Italy
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